Since the past week, I have been in my worst relationship with my Mum. I have been through so many difficulties but this time it seems to be more difficult.
I have experienced this one just last year and that kind of thing happens again. I can not do nothing about it.
I have a dream that one day, I can live on my own. I live from what I am doing not from other people. And, that what my Mum does not understand or she may be does not want. She always want me to be what she want and not on my own.
I have seen on a lot of successful people I acquainted that their parent let they do on their own. I think, it is because their parents do not have much power so their parents just trust on what they do. It is different to my Mum, she has a lot of power; money and knowledge. She can stop me if she does not think good for me.
On the other side, she is my Mum and I have to admit it whatever the condition, my parents are where I were from. In my journey of life, I found in Russian language that everyone is connected to what he/she from. So, no matter what happens, we are still the children and it is forever.
I am confused and what I do is just silencing my phone and do nothing. I am waiting something good happens.